Today I went to town to met my friend Emma for brekki, it's hard as it's where me and Jay used to go all the time but it's made me realise that there are places I still haven't been since he died, places we used to go all the time like The ridge, Meanwood and St George's field. Maybe deep down I'm scared to go to these places because the memories hurt.

I brought a lovely photo frame for his Leeds United certificate. Got home and sat and cried because it didn't fit. I've honestly never cried over a photo frame. I once cried when i was pregnant because I couldn't get my tights on and Jay found this so funny and decided to tell the world.of facebook.
Well i made the photo fit. It can go on my wall of photos.